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14 April, 2010

Dare not to commence my love. Scare the beginning... Afraid of losing also... AGE matters!

I am now 18. Both physical and mental abilities are all matured. The natural needs started to appear. I can be on my own also. And seriously, I also dreamt of hanging out or dating with a girl as the other guys do. It sounds too much imagine, right? Of course, just probably because of my fond mental depression several years before. Back to my matter, I am strong and courageous enough to confess my love if I REALLY wanna get start. Unfortunately, I am afraid to start a love of my own. Almost gals that I know are really not at my age (or I don't know if they were). As told, I am 18, however, and on my third year at university so 99.99% of girls are not similar in age to me. By the way, I am also frightened by my old gf who make me hate more and more progressively. She also made me hurt. Thus, by these dangerous points, I am not really lucky to find a girl easily. It does take time! So, simply, I just wait and see if I can find one (if possible, soon).
P.S. If you really have a thought of age is no problem then it DOES matter to me! My girl is, at least, younger than me. (Anyway, I must allow for possibilities so everything may change). :-)

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